It took a lot in me to see the difference between people that spoke, and people that put those words to actions. I don't know if it took me so long because I wanted to believe everyone around me, and all their excuses; or if I was slowly becoming a person that only spoke and… Continue reading Get Up Already!
Life hit me hard today. However, instead of letting it ruin my day, and sit there and mope, i decided to really think about all this... this is not the old me. I am not going to let dissapointment, over jobs or personal things, affect what i must get done. This is a learning experience,… Continue reading Life tried to get me down…
I tried for so long to live the way people thought i should. I also sent myself into a depression over trying to be a woman i was not, for a man who didn't really love me. It seemed that the harder i tried to be what i wasn't, the worse i failed. Even in… Continue reading What comes natural
Overwhelmed. So many things running through my mind, yet i have the energy for none of them. Indecisive. I have no idea what career i see myself doing in 10 years, and that doesnt seem to be changing. Flustered. My chest stays fluttering and i literally have no idea why. Stressed. Overly stressed, to the… Continue reading Anxiety
The needle dug in her skin. There was pain, but she did not flinch. She had caused worse harm to herself, With no gain, other than pain relief. Now, with this pain, came art. With this pain, came expression, release, and peace. Wirh this pain, came a beautiful picture to wear forever, like a shield.… Continue reading Tattoo therapy
He turned his back on her. Others were there, but they werent what she wanted. She wanted him. But all of him, not part of him, not a him she had to share. Up all night, sleepy all day, and pain from the pasttearing at her. No one to listen. No one to talk to.… Continue reading Life in MY mind.
She looked her mother in the eyes. Her body was all there. When she hugged her, she felt her mothers grasp and warmth. In her mothers eyes, she did not look the same. When her mother spoke, it did not sound like things she would say. Her eyes, were just dark and alone. Like someone… Continue reading Mom
Living with social anxiety is literally like living on display. You feel everyone is looking at and judging you. The worst part is, you want to meet people so bad, but you have no idea how to warm up to people. Once people know you. They love you. But how do you get to that… Continue reading Anxiety
I honestly believe that psychology should be a mandatory class in high school, and when students take it, it should be based like a college psychology class. Why you ask? Because our brains are tricky. We can not learn to control our life until we can control ourselves. You must learn about yourself spiritually, mentally,… Continue reading Psychology Life Hacks