When i pictured my life as an adult, it used to be so simple. A decent home in the country. Kids and pets all over, a small garden outside. Spending days with a man i love, and our kids, on our land. Riding dirt bikes, going fishing. Learning and loving. Growing my business to the… Continue reading Drawing & thinking
Take me away, somewhere i can roam. I am supposed to be free, i am supposed to be me. Let me explore, grow, and live. And as i love you, flaws and all, I expect you to do me the same. Love all of me, only me. Everyone can have love for things. Sex, affection,… Continue reading Short thought
Life hit me hard today. However, instead of letting it ruin my day, and sit there and mope, i decided to really think about all this... this is not the old me. I am not going to let dissapointment, over jobs or personal things, affect what i must get done. This is a learning experience,… Continue reading Life tried to get me down…
I tried for so long to live the way people thought i should. I also sent myself into a depression over trying to be a woman i was not, for a man who didn't really love me. It seemed that the harder i tried to be what i wasn't, the worse i failed. Even in… Continue reading What comes natural
I spent the first part of my life letting the words and feelings of others bring me down. It wasn't until recently I realized, they have nothing to do with me. I had people in my own family, tell me that art is not a suitable living for any person, and that I need to… Continue reading Negativity..
Overwhelmed. So many things running through my mind, yet i have the energy for none of them. Indecisive. I have no idea what career i see myself doing in 10 years, and that doesnt seem to be changing. Flustered. My chest stays fluttering and i literally have no idea why. Stressed. Overly stressed, to the… Continue reading Anxiety
Article Here I read this article months ago, and it touched me so much that months later I have decided to write about it. I just think sometimes life can get you caught up, and make you forget about the little things that hold everything together. Too often we think we are managing it all,… Continue reading Helping your significant other reset
There comes a time in your life, while growing up, that you no longer feel the need to apologize for silly things. I read this article (probably about a year ago) that talked about things you should never apologize for. Although I saw what they were saying, I noticed I was still saying "sorry" for… Continue reading Stop Saying Sorry
Sometimes we can begin those we feel we need for help, and get nothing in return. Sometimes we spend years trying to deal with feelings that they don't care to deal with. Sometimes you just grow when they don't. That's not your fault. You can not stunt your growth for them. It will only hurt… Continue reading Sometimes.
Love is never simple. It does not come in black and white. Only grey. Love is the strongest drug out there, Lack of love causes a need for stronger Elements to numb the pain of life. Love is everlasting, Even when liking someone fades Even when the lust for someone is gone, Love is still… Continue reading Nothing is Permanent